My Ambitions of a Dreamer - In Style by Aley Arion
Do your dreams scare you? Does the sheer thought of who you could become keep you up at night as your mind spirals into the vortex of "what ifs"? Maybe it's the fact that you could actually be who you think you could be.
Maybe it's the uncertainty of the unknown, the fear that you may not reach all that you desire.
The bizarre thing about dreams is how they come to us in chunks. They're choppy, ambiguous, and hazy, leaving us to fill in the blanks. There are days when I pray for God to show me a 1 minute clip of my future; heck, it could be a glimpse into "Aley's Life" 42 days or 6 months from now, something! I swear, I feel like it would get me through these rough patch when I have nothing but my faith to stand on. I want so much out of my life. I want to travel to foreign lands, meet various soulmates, eat good food, make a living off my creativity, and provide a better life for my family; among other things. Still, the question remains tauntingly dancing in my head: HOW DO I DO IT ALL??Have you ever felt devastatingly motivation? As if your depression motivated you to find some glimmer of light no matter how pitch dark the tunnel is? Well, this is me, right now as a write this post. I know good things near, imminently, but I've come to realize that just like the coming of the Lord, no man know the day or the hour that their dreams will come true. Maybe they come true suddenly, all at once... maybe they happen year after year or even decades from each other.Who really know?
Just be sure that you're prepared.
Jacket: Honey Punch
Photos by the amazingly talented, Taylor Jerry (IG: @t4y.10r)
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Peace, peace, peace,